hi all just trying to find a fanfiction I haven't read in a while.

I believe sesshomaru arrives to Kaedes village as he was informed of kagome dying. he sees her body lying in the hut and shes not moving, he's informed nothing they do is working to save her, not sure if it was a request from kagomee friends but apparently kagome wrote what happened since the final battle that no one really understood her and she had no purpose no one would teach her and or even allow her opportunities essentially, sesshomaru I guess reads all this in a journal/memoir or maybe it was letters she wrote? , I'm not sure if she wrote them to be addressed to sesshomaru specifically, there's mention like sango and miroku never understood her studying or her needing to find purpose or to occupy herself and do anything that was relevant to her education in the future that sango just used the products she got from the future but never appreciated her as a friend she writes about how Inuyasha just though her education was to learn to be a wife but even though she stayed in the past to be with Inuyasha he wanted her around but he never wanted to be any closer than that with her, she found herself weakening and Loosing interest to the point she could no longer function and till she couldn't lift her hand to write anymore. I believe sesshomaru reads a bit about himself in her letter he put down the papers and decides to take her from the village to essentially heal her from her coma like death by talking to her till eventually she starts to move and talk again.

I'm not sure if it was a one shot fic but I am fairly certain it was on Dokuga. not sure if it was on any other fanfiction site.

hopefully this fanfic rings some bells would greatly appreciate any help finding it.