Whoa. I *cried* when I read this chapter, which I have *never* done for any other fan-fic. So powerful and moving for everyone, especially those who have lost loved ones. Then WHAM the morgue is empty! Is our demon in the netherworld or has he returned to our world? Can't wait for the next chapter. Excellently job and thanks for wriin that truly moving chapter.

Goodness, i've just been CRYING for the last ...well, ever since he DIED and than THIS happens at the end. . .and I just, *buries nose in tissues*. I didn't even realize how MUCH I even wanted Sesshoumaru to live until he actually died, oh so suddenly. But that's how it is in real life to! Man, that was just heartshattering though. Your story is a complete and wonderous masterpiece, so real and tangible - Kagome's grief felt like it was MY grief - you know that? Just please dont do anything like that ever again. . .they NEED to live. They both must live. I couldn't bear any other ending. It's hard enough realizing that Kagome will one day die and he will be alone (but if you decide to change that next chapter, if anyone could pull that off, it would be you.). This is not romeo and juliet where tragedy some how suits the couple - Kagome and Sesshoumarru have fought to TOO hard. . .And you know all this, of course. Huh. Well excellent work. The pain I felt when he died and the relief I felt when Kanrau grabbed Kagome's arm - that's the rollercoaster that great Author plots are made of.  Thanks for (i think?) not killing him permanetntly yet. But WHERE is Sessh? Now, im going to go cry somehwere . . .I can't believe the next chapter will be the last. This has been such a journey. I guess Sesshoumaru's death will be somewhat like the death of a phoenix,  where the past REALLy, literally does die, but now (if he's alive like the end of this chapter suggests) he can come back and make a fresh start. Oh, oh, oh, still so sad though. Kagome deserves a HUGE hug for this. Excellent work again.

P.s. The scene where Sessh pulls Kagome back in for a hug and says he "learns fast", was one of my all time favorite lines.

Holy hell, you are so cruel.  I cried I mean really cried.

omfg. this is so good. i have been reading this story since you first put it up. i love this story. its a crime that it should end tommorrow. but alas like all things this to shall have to end. i only wish that you didnt have to kill off inuyasha but thats ok i understand why you did it. it made this story more dramatic and tragic as well. i love your work trouble. its really good. better than have the crap i have written. anyway i must go. toodles. oh if you ever get stuck for a story idea contact me at xivangelbaby@yahoo.com or what ever.

Holy shit. I sat here crying my eyes out and my boyfriend looking at me like I'm an idiot. That was just so sad. Now WTF happened to Sesshoumaru's body?! He got up and walked away right? and the valve came out just like in her dream? He must of reached in and took it out when it came out right?? OMG I can't wait for the last chapter.

Oh you can be a cruel little critter! Making me cry but about half way through I saw a hint and knew! This has been such a wonderful story for me to read. I havent been leaving reviews but this chapter I felt I needed to tell you how twisted you can be. All in all this is a realistic and a beautiful flowing story that is so original and mmmm...mmmmm... good!

Mander

Haven't read yet but..... I am upset that the end is here. WAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Hope you start a new chapter story soon.

This is probably the most challenging part that Sesshomaru has to face. I was chewing the end of my pillow to see what happens if something else happens while in his hypnotic trance. O_o; Good thing nothing near death happened, and he just recovered so nicely from his heart operation T^T

Gosh, this has got to be one of the more emotionally-charged chapters. The idea of Sesshoumaru breaking down into a sobbing mess is something so many writers do not even dare contemplate writing, and you've done such a spectacular job with it. Yet even in his grief, you managed to hold on to Sesshoumaru's character of being aloof and icy at the same time.

I love the relationship between the two of them here - Kagome is his rock. She is his anchor. This is fantastic. Usually, in fanfiction, it's always the other way round, since he is so stony most of the time. (pun not quite intended) LOL. Kanrau's presence just makes it even better! Honestly, that guy's sexy. Smart, kind, funny, handsome... :)) I am such a fangirl.

I am thoroughly addicted to your wonderful story.  I've laughed.  I've cried.  I've felt my heart breaking into so many pieces.  I cannot begin to express how much I love it.  The character development is wonderful.  Your attention to detail is superb.  You are doing an exceptional job.  I love coming to the site every day and getting to read your latest update.  Thank you for sharing your work with us fangirls!

Wow, that was crazy, but I'm glad he's facing it and knows he's not alone anymore. And with the way it sounds, Sesshomaru might be taking a trip, I wonder if Kagome will be going with him?

So I guess I don't have a lot to say about it other than it was another great chapter and I can't wait for tomorrow!

This is a wonderful story.....it is everything you would want in a modern style Sesshoumaru and Kagome fanfic....plz continue to update this story.....

Absolutely Loved it! I was heartbreaking listening to him going over what happened to him in the past. I loved the words he expressed to Rin and Inuyasha they were sweet and sincere. I know that he hasnt faced all of his pain and I cant wait to see what else he experienced.

I also want to say that I love your attention to detail. It makes us as readers feel like we are really there experiencing the exact same things that the characters are. Will be waiting for the next chapter.

So far so good.   i.e. Good job

WOW!!! Incredible! I just started reading your fanfic and so far, I'm impressed! It's completely different than what I expected! Usually when I read stories involving Kagome as a nurse or care taker/healer for Sesshoumaru, they aren't nearly as descriptive and often skim over descriptive detailing. I can tell you are highly educated in the medical field and have done thorough reserch for medical practice and certain World History events to incorporate in your fanfic!

I was a CNA for 3 years and later enrolled in the Medical Laboratory Technician program in college until last fall semester. Because of  that training I was able to understand and follow all the medical terminology fairly easy.

Also, I must applaud you for having the courage and audacity that most author/authoress wouldn't have by making Sesshoumaru completely and uterly dependent, helpless, and (in my opinion) quite pitiable for so long. You really brought out all the drastic harsh  realities that is involved with diseases, coma's, cerebral palsy, meningitis effects on the brain (Ken), and detailed descriptions of the struggles of everyday life for those afflicted and the care takers that assist them! WELL DONE! I've witnessed and experienced first hand situations that are incorporated by being a CNA.  It's not as simple, and definately not pretty, easy, or "routine" as some would think. Anything can happen and patients can change within a blink of an eye.

Furthermore, I absolutely LOVE the "Legend of the Thornbird" idea in your fanfic! It's so beautiful, tragic, and symbolic! Truly befitting of all the suffering Sesshoumaru has endured! I also LOVED when Sess told Kagome that the demon whose life was saved by a human woman, when she literaly held his heart to keep it from bleeding out, was indeed his DAD! That was extremely sweet and ironicly very similar with the situation between him and Kagome. BRAVO!!!

Finally, I noticed that Kanrau's name can be changed to Naraku's if you rearrange the letters, so I'm now kind of hoping for some kind of  villian or love rival to add some new twist and more angsty moments to an already drama filled fanfic! Maybe? Ne? I can only only hope for more since you've already got my attention with your talented writing skills!

Anyways, I think I might have overdone my review a bit, but I couldn't have wrote less if I tried! *LOL*  THANKYOU so much for creating such a wonderful fanfic, providing a download link to beautiful music, and ESPECIALLY for updating at such a FAST pace!!! Can't wait for more! Keep up the GREAT work!

IRIS

Wow, lots of flirting (that I love) and poor Sesshy he had a cold. Ewwwwww that was nasty about the mug and all. Bleh I almost threw up!!!

So, I've been reading this story since you've first posted it, and I've only just noticed that Kanrau is an anagram for Naraku. Only just now, at chapter 19...I kinda feel like an idiot.

Ha!  Akemi got fired for stealing drugs from work!  Justice is served!  And you know, I REALLY like Naraku's descendent.  He's pretty cool, for a doctor.  And for the offspring of an evil megalomaniac. 

LOL that was a funny chapter... kinda gross to, but I know how it goes with the man spitting crap in a cup and leaving it lying around.... sooooo gross *shudders*. And I loved the oreo bit, it would be so funny to see Sesshomaru eating cookies and even dipping them in milk. Also when he hugged her while she was talking to Hana, that was so cute! I never thought he'd be the one for PDA even in the slightest, but it seems he's finally unbending a bit.

Great job as always and see ya tomorrow!

Hahahaha I enjoyed that chapter very much. It was very entertaining. Cant wait for the next chapter. I love the fact that Kagome is learning the language of silence more and more as the story goes on. The kiss in the rain is ever girls dream kiss....well mine anyway. :)