My God! My computer's Hard Disk dies on me, I rush to get it fixed and have to wait until it was finally done! I come back like a dying person gasping for air to this story and read everything I had missed, I was happy and sad, but then I reach this chapter and now I can't stop crying! My family keeps thinking that I am crazy, they don't understand how words can really affect others, they mock me by saying that I take fanfiction a little too seriously, but I don't care! I just don't care! after everything, after all the pain, after all the special moments, all the highs and lows, it just can't end like this!! It's just so unfair!
I'm writing this with tears in my eyes, and I am not ashamed to say so. Perhaps I am in a sensitive mood and it just happen to be the right thing at the wrong time, or vice-versa, but I do know that this was so painful to read!! It just seemed like it was too raw, too filled with all the emotions I didn't want to experience and it hurt!
It's been so long since the last time I have let myself so engrossed into a story that I felt so emotional, but this was without a doubt one of the few that have really touched me in a way that it has left a huge imprint in my heart.
I have no words to express how I feel; in a way I'm awed that your words had so much impact in me, that you managed to take me into the story so deep that I felt as part of it, as if I was a silent participant, but that I was there none the less, and now when I want to be just a reader to escape the pain and emotions, I can't, because I am way too deep inside! I can't detach myself, I can't escape the pain, and I have to deal with it just as I dealt with every other emotion before! I can't just walk away from it because you managed to draw me in, and that is the sign of a true gifted writer, when the readers are not just looking at words, but become part of the story!
I don't know what happens next, I am afraid to even try to imagine, but I do know that you are amazing, a really gifted writer and I know that you will forever have a fan in me.
Thank you for sharing, thank you for writing, and thank you for doing it in a way that has made us feel every little emotion in the story!!
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MidCat
KEdakumi (Chapter 21) - Sat 01 May 2010
Gotta wait for the end.... so not fair.
Great story!
MonMon (Chapter 21) - Sat 01 May 2010
OMG....you are an AMAZING writer! I started reading this story last weekend and it is simply one of the best stories I have read to date. I cried so hard during this chapter and I cannot wait until the final chapter tomorrow.
When she saw Inuyasha in her dream, it was a hint. Gosh, it makes me cry...Everyone followed this story for so long, we are so attached to it that it feels really sad reading it. Last chapter tomolo, I will miss it. The daily ritual of waiting it at midnight here.
This is a good one.
Oh my god. Oh my god. What a way to go.
You told me it was going to be mindf***, but damn, this is not mindf***, this is mind BDSM or something!!! SHEESH. OMG I almost died when he...died. It's so horrible, and the emotions went on a ride more potent than triple-loop-roller-coaster+bungee jumping+freefall. I am sad it's going to be the final chapter tomorrow, but at the same time, I am praying it comes soon, because I have to know what happened to the poor guy.
man...i have to admit i kinda hated you a little bit for quite some time during tis chapter....needed a whole tissue box for this chapter...not only because i completly understand kagomes hard/angry and desperate feelings about sesshoumaru leaving her so soon, but dying right before christmas...my dad , both my grandfathers and my grandmother all passed away a few days before/ right on christmas day.... >.< ...jeez your story is just way to close to my life not to cry >.<
please update soon
What? What happened here? Oh, the suspense would probably kill me if I didn't know you would be updating tomorrow. Amazing pathos in this chapter, btw.
Saide (Chapter 21) - Sat 01 May 2010
you had me chewing my nails for the past 10 minutes, damn girl! >D I'd thought he was a goner for sure! way to keep the suspense til the end~
Can't wait for the final one! >:D<
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