"I feel nothing, detached from reality and people, walking around like an empty shell" are the words KAgome whisper to her concious everyday before leaving her bed.
Look at her celing kagome thought today will be different. It has to be. I will smile, and it will be believable. My smile will say "I'm so happy for you guys." "Yes, I feel much better." I will no longer be the sad little girl who lost her love to her own sister . I will start fresh, be someone new. It's the only way I'll make it through.